smokeinsilence:

have you ever noticed you pick up little habits and phrases from the people you love? it’s no wonder our hearts are so easily broken when people leave. we become a reflection of the people that we care about and those personality traits stick with us even if the people don’t

i look at the reflection of the water puddles after the rain and see the world upside down because my friend and i used to do that when we were kids. i call people darling and love because my idol says that a lot. i have a playlist of the songs that people sent me from 7th grade until now. i read books in one night because my best friend told me that you enjoy them more in one set. i use cassettes because i used to see my grandpa listen to them every night. i listen to music and specific playlists from my old and recent friends every morning because i like to remember the good times we had. i speak English more than my own language because that’s how i used to communicate with my internet friends. i am a piece of every person who was in my life.